wHAT IF IT’SD A GIRL
Omg, but what if Baby Thomas and Baby Jeneel grow up together and fall in love?
OMFG Mac, how did you know?
So I’m changing my background obviously, and you can only tile larger pictures if you’d already selected it. Anyway. My mac gave this to me. And I was so happy. If I could go out to B&N with my background like this, I would do it. Tears of joy here. If only it were a bit brighter.
1/50 pictures of Supernatural
I can imagine the caption now: If you shoot my pretty face, I’ll chop off your Sasquatch balls.
Let’s make Dean in gym shorts the most reblogged picture on Tumblr.
“Challenge accepted!” —SPN fandom
This makes me feel like I would have enjoyed gym class instead of dreaded it. Mreow ;)
Fucking Movies.
Watched Albert Nobbs yesterday. I expected it to make me cry and maybe open my eyes to something. But it really did nothing for me. I feel like it was sold as a movie about a transgender individual in love with a woman, but that’s completely wrong. The “transgenders” in this movie dress this way for economic means. Because they can make a better living dressing as men. Also because it’s safer to be a man. Theoretically. Because men aren’t told all their lives that between them and their three closest friends, odds are one of them is going to be sexually assaulted. Whatever. Not going into society’s perception of male rape right now.
Anyway. There was no desire to be a man. There wasn’t even any real desire. Albert was in love with her fantasy of owning a shop and having a wife. So a stable income and companionship. Your wife can’t leave you, theoretically again. Ideally, your wife loves you for your quirks and will always be by/on your side. And I get that Albert never had that. Never had a mother who will love you through thick and thin and always support you whether you want to join the circus or become the next Steve Jobs. So she desired that.
Also, Albert struggled with poverty. She had a fancy education, and then she had to live in the slums and survive on her own. I get wanting you own your shop. It’s great. It’s her dream. She never wants to be in that situation again. Fine.
But I am convinced that Albert Nobbs was asexual. First, she just wanted the shop. Everything was great. Then she met a woman-as-man and found out she had married a woman. Oh goodness no! That throws everything into question! No. So then Albert had a vague notion of a wife. She was never attracted to Helen. She only became interested in marrying her when her lady-man friend talked about how she would hit that. And because Albert didn’t know what she was supposed to find appealing in a wife, because she was asexual, she decided to take her friend’s opinion and run with it.
Albert just wanted some unconditional love. That’s it.
She didn’t want to leave her womanhood. She didn’t want to have sex with anyone really.
She really didn’t have any understanding of emotions really. Couldn’t connect with people.
Also. Everyone in this movie was a dumb bitch. Or just a bitch.
So moral of the story: it’s all fake. A means to an end. And the end is the dream of the shop and, in my opinion, a mother. To mother her. And that is shit.
